Everything Is Fine

Everything is fine
I guess, we all love to listen.

Parents get solace 

when far away children say

'everything is fine'.

Cuts, wounds or chronic

disease is half cured

when the doctor says

'everything is fine'.

Heartbroken lovers overcome

their reckless scars, when

a mellifluous voice whispers

'everything is fine'.

When you feel like giving up

the inside drowning defeat

suddenly ignites the

positive frame of mind

'everything is fine'.

When my  love says he spent

nights in wakefulness

celebrating with shadows

and voluptuous imagination

away somewhere in ecstasy

'everything is fine'.

When my own people

turn their face away

and none calls me for dinner

leaving  me alone in my study

and go away to see a

night show- for me

'everything is fine'.

Sabita 

Inevitability

Prafulla Kumar Mohanty

Death is an inevitable component of life for  without it life is incomplete. But is birth inevitable? This question is a pastime of a polemicist. He will argue till he goes blue in the face that this earth is meant for life meant for all forms of birth. The amoeba to the Homo Sapien, the grass blade to the beautiful rose, the thorn bush to the snake all are born on this earth inevitably. The earth's ecology balances the sweet and bitter, the calm and the violent, the meek and the wild, the ambrosiac and the poisonous in her display of the creative system. 

Like the full moon and the new moon, light and dark birth and death are inevitable. if this balancing of life and death is an inevitable process of nature we can well understand why we have joy and sorrow, youth and old age , love and separation, laughter and tear etc, binaries of contrastive irresolution, which perpetually engage us with our reality. Man has busied himself right from the first flush of life to fight the contrarian dialectics without finding an acceptable solution. For this reason only arguments never cease, debates are never resolved, sorrow never ends. He fights hunger, disease and death: And how? He launches a never ending war  against all these life denying elements which are inevitably present in the human condition. The fight against death too seems to be an inevitable component of life . Is this also an inevitable built in factor of the entire process of inevitability?

This is the original sin of all our problems : We have to fight this inevitability. who created this inevitability of infructuous fight? Man thought it was God who for his own sadistic pleasure has made nature the vast and beautiful stage for our inevitable acrobatics of all varieties. Restlessly we fight to win our battles against the elements which every moment change the dynamic of our logic. If I love a woman and cannot have her I must elope with her only to cause a Trozan War. If  I cannot muster courage to forcibly take away what I love most for my soul's solace I may have to spend the rest of my life on a hilltop in meditation on futility thereby wasting a  life inevitably. If I desire another's territory I attack, unsure of victory, but attack I must to conquer my inevitable and unseen enemies. If I die people will call me  hero , if I return in one piece garlands will weigh me down while my jealous internal enemies will plot for my fall. Caesar would die saying 'et tu Brute'.  Destiny of man is determined by this inevitability of man's dream to conquer his 'enemies'. The dream is also inevitably born with man for he who does not dream is no man. This dream gives him the energy to fight, at times his own instincts.

Inevitability is recognised by the human intellect as divine determinism. Man is born, some people argue and rightly so, with a pre-determined destiny. This leads often to fatalism and consequent inaction and surrender to forces above. Man's mythic imagination structuralizes a post-mortem world which regulates man's dream and his fighting instinct. He simply atones for his unremembered sins of a previous birth, a life lived somewhere of which he has no memory. He runs to astrologers to know in advance the morrow. Astronomy stems from fatalism and it studies the luminosities  above and their effect on man on earth. Those who believe in fate   believe in a pre scripted life. And this belief reduces the strength of mind to fight against the 'enemies' and dismisses dreams. Man becomes an instrument on which  unseen fingers play a tune. He does not become an agent in the earth which is a theatre of becoming. But the world today has dispelled all kinds of determinism ( except in the world of physics where theories of the Super String are now raising doubts) although the religions still maintain their strange hold on man's free will, the will that denies inevitability.

Nothing in the world is inevitable, except death which completes life. We make things, ask questions dream of absurd things and pursue them with all our energies. If we fail our efforts are to blame. If we succeed our efforts, intellect, tenacity of purpose should be lauded. Man is the cause of all happenings in the life on earth. His fight to defeat death is on, death in all its manifestations. One day the Homosapien will be Homodeus. Man should fight inevitability by his will to make things happen for He is the Maker of Everything.

Nets

Between the Internet and Net

I stand , move around worlds

one real loaded with factitude

the other entangled with truths

but the real is unreal,

the truth is deceptive:

life nets me more I try

to extricate myself, I bind unwinded.

Between the image and the event

I stand confused transfixed

unsettled by my desire although

I know not what I need :

when he speaks of love

I stare at him without response

what is love, a mango to eat

or an Eve moment of self deception?

He says I am everything to him

the globe with the canopy of stars

events, truths, words and silence,

I go to the internet to understand

but fall back into the net ,

the key ring gets stuck when

I try to take in his message

I'll break the internet

and make an 'O' of the WWW

I'll cut the net, bite it off :

but will love give me food

and a shelter or the open sky

the green earth to deck myself

with words that bloom like flowers?

What Ails Our Universities !

Prafulla Kumar Mohanty

Has anyone heard of a new invention or discovery coming out of an Indian University recently or anytime during the last 50 years? But we have heard and seen campus disturbances, teacher's unrest strikes and sine die closures. Jawaharlal Nehru University, Hyderabad University and Aligarh Muslim University were in the news for all wrong reasons. In JNU, a University established by Nehru, one of the greatest Indian minds, for excellence in research and new ideas was  mired in politics of a divisive kind. Certain student leaders  like Kanhaiya Kumar and others discussed with uncanny passion how to bring about the disintegration of India. Other student groups representing opposing political views clashed with the Tukde Tukde gang ( a sobriquet coined by other interested parties) and the great JNU came almost to a stand still. Dalit uprising and leftwing combative politics over the death of Rohit Vemula held the University hostage to activities which are least academic. Similarly the Aligarh Muslim University had its share of contribution to academic confusion over a Jinna portrait. No heartening news about a new book or even a tool or a medicine ever came from our Universities during the post-Independence years. We are proud of our Universities, the  IITS and IIMS and legitimately so. The students coming out of these hallowed institutions have been recognized all over the world. But how are they different from other professionals without contributing to the society's ease of living? Cheap and effective medicines for diabetes,  superior aeroengines or automobile engines or new methods in heart surgery are still imported from the so-called advanced world. I do not want to deprecate the indigenous things available here but our entire defence system is 64 percent Russian and the rest American or French. Even Israel with a population of a few lakhs produces things and ideas with their less number of Universities whereas we have so many technological institutes which merely dispense degrees and certificates.

When prospective employers are asked about our University products, most of them say that  our engineers are unemployable, our graduates are not fit to be even clerks and our doctors are not properly skilled. There was a time when Ravenshaw college ( now university) alone produced good number administrators, poets, scholars. Today all the Universities of Odisha put together do not produce even a quarter of that number. A University embraces all the knowledge of the world as its province and tries  to expand that province by its own contribution. The present brand of politicians ruling the country are proud of the Vedic culture and the ancient knowledge of the epic times. Some say that the Puspak Biman was something like a modern  aeroplane . Well prove it and bring the theoretical content before the world? If Ganesha illustrates plastic surgery of the Vedic past well theorize it properly for the acceptance of the world community. We have to come out of our past fixations for the world  and its values and properties change moment by moment.

The University is the place where ideas are born. A historian or economist should not only discuss what Marx or Keynes have said but think of the present situation of India and the world and frame new questions for further pursuit. How to solve the water crisis in India? - This is not a political question. This question should be asked in the Science laboratories of the Universities. Knowledge is no more mere power in the hands of a few people . Knowledge should be used by the scientists and specialists in the Universities to serve the needs of man in the here and now and in the hereafter.

I admit that the population pressure is felt in all Universities. We have fewer teachers, inadequate laboratories but we must remember that Pencillin was invented not in Cavendis Laboratory but in a small room. Darwin did not work in any great lab nor did the Indian thinkers invent Zero and Infinity in Harvard or in any Ivy League Institution.

The University does not mean an imposing building and well equipped labs and research facilities. It is like an Ashram where the Guru matters for he holds the universe in his palm to show it to the future of mankind. Campus politics is the bane of our Universities, The Universities must now purge themselves of this malaise and start new ways of thinking and looking at things.  The University must take over the authority of power by knowledge, invention and discovery.

Rickshawalla!!

Be it sunny or rainy day

chilly or dusty noon

he forces his feet against

mud stone or rubbish

pushes the peddle to drive

all our weights to our places.

When sits blank waiting

for a customer, lights a bidi

with five rupees in hand

rushes  to the aahar point.

Life revolves like the wheels

he pushes  panting for breath,

takes men and women

the sick and the vain

to homes, hospitals and graves

till his bone gives up

in time's cruel mischief.

He too lives, survives

raises a family loves kids

runs for them from dawn

to midnight without rest

he too is a man like us

only a bit more human

more or less...

Sabita Sahu

There Is No Finality

                             
Prafulla Kumar Mohanty

Those who think, always  try to counter the available thoughts. Contemplation is not a mental activity for its own sake. When a person thinks of politics, he tries to find out ways and means of challenging the available political situation. When the seeker of Truth gets his enlightenment, his truth is always an alternative to the given or  accepted truths. When someone says surrender to God, all your pain, misery and worldly problems will be over, we don't stop there. We ask is there a God, a divine dispenser of Justice for the living beings? And we analyse, weigh the pros and cons, meditate only to find  a different answer. Why surrender, killing or suppressing your instinctual desires, aspiration and feelings  before an entity about whom or which we are not certain. Man does not believe  in any ultimate principle or certainty for the moment he accepts something as the finality of everything he denies his personally perceived reality; he denies his own essential being. Man cannot accept his reality as a caged  parrot repeating the words, hymns, mantras or other life -elevating truths. If he does he loses his manliness.

A poet is always dissatisfied with what he has, that is his worldly engagement  which are most often other-directed. He tries to follow his own inner direction and comes into conflict with the world. As Matthew Arnold has said, he criticizes life, that is he criticizes the norms, precepts and practices as does the philosopher, politician and even the marketing manager, the husband, wife and even the non attached singleton. All brain storming sessions in every field of life  are meant to promote a product, be it an idea or perception or so called truth. For this reason only words are coined, slogans are raised to promote an idea or truth to its maximum marketability. Languages grow, vocabulary expands limitlessly and symbols and signs proliferate.

Man grows in numbers biologically hence more words and new logic come to clash of confusions. If a man says,he is happy with his family life, we ask what happiness is that? Food, Sex and sleep? Is that the meaning of happiness? And the happy man becomes miserable. Starts questioning his own happiness and may define his own happiness as a routine repetition of certain pleasurable moments. Any repetition of a thing comes under the law of diminishing returns and the happy man one day runs into the forest to find new happiness. Now that the forest cover of  the world is depleting he may change his residence or at least change the furniture for novelty. Man is a restless creature and like Ulysses he will never rest at any point.

But shouldn't there be a finality? Shouldn't there be a final acceptance of some value which eases  living? if a man lives for a few thousand or more days should he not accept life as it has come and settle down to a routine practice like the "happy" family man. But man cannot settle for half, that is to indulge in routines without chasing his dreams. This is what man is. And that is why he thinks, contemplates, argues, invents, fights, kills and dies. If he chooses the tool of language to fight his dream battles he discovers certain new metaphors, he propogates them, argues with the challenges, thereby falling into the trap of misery.

There is no finality. After Fani or Armageddon the leaves appear on the stumps, people again fall in love, the quest for zeroing  in on the final truth starts all over again. We must at least accept this truth that there is no finality. Life is not meant to be a 'happy' station. The journey is limitless to find out new misery of excitement.

Life

Dawn breaks the seal of night

sky's spotlight brightens,

incremental light showers joy,

the morning cup cheers the air

breakfast sounds resound

the kitchen like an echo chamber.

At noon the sun hits the meridian

youthful lunch spreads gusto

phone calls, balance sheets, sign

signatures, flying kisses, embraces

school bags, bye-bye, see you

gushing  streams roar in triumph.

Afternoon brings autumnal fruits

ripe and sweet, meaty success greets

cream crackers and steaming tea,

one spoonful milk, half spoon tears

son's failure, daughter's elopement

the dentist's chair revolves pain.

Evening lingers in hospital beds

tension fills the air with warm soup

which stains the lips with rancid taste

medicine bills raise the pressure

waiting eyes look sideways

for distant blood to flow in veins.

The eerie night slaps stupor

dinner gets stale, hardly eaten

the dog howls tread on nerves

eyes don't focus, the dear ones

wait for the  final whistle

to blow the trumpet, beating retreat.

Sabita Sahu

As I See Things

Prafulla Kumar Mohanty

I grew up with certain ideals from books and also those imparted by teachers . I grew up with the belief that man is divine, mankind is one, humanity manifests itself in  different cultures of the world and artistic expression and aesthetic  appreciation of life's multifoliated  contours are the best attributes of life . I preached and practised most of these values and was delighted when the idea of globalization started with hope for assimilation of human diversity and celebration  of human efforts in literature, science, inventions and a borderless world picture. The world would be one market and all virtuous products of the human mind , be it in technological production or  imaginative expressions, would be appreciated as the hard work of Man and his creative mind. But disappointment  soon followed. Now that I have already crossed the twilight zones and slowly moving towards the receding horizon the disappointment is life- denying. Ideas of  cooperation , love, truthfulness, integrity are on the decline . Liberals and wallowing in the frenzied variety of human expressions in culture, art, science, economics and politics is now at crossroads.

What I see today is that Globalization is on its last throes, equality, human rights, the soul values are being replaced  by Feminism, Anti- Racism, Gay rights, Dalit rights etc. A rising nationalism is now the greatest challenge to globalisation. The electoral victory of  Donald Trump in America, the failure of the European Union to accommodate the aspirations of United Kingdom and the rise of Narendra Modi and the Bharatiya Janata Party  bear testimony to the fact that the World today is on the cusp of change. Cultural nationalism, glorification of the past and  continuity of a sense of national pride are the new order of the world post- globalization. The 2019 election in India is loud enough to make  the voice of change heard and pondered. Although Brexit has not yet succeeded the message is clear. The people in America thought promoting global culture in a borderless economy is none of the business of America. The English voter as the Indian or American voter  still believes in democracy, free  speech and competition  but none thinks of the world as one unit of mankind. The rise of China as an economic and military power also has impacted the balance of the world if there was any. Nationalistic expansionism has eroded to a large extent the elitist liberals of the world. Nationalism too is now under attack by regional culture and language pride. The Tamils led by a self glorifying band of politicians refuse to learn Hindi. West -Bengal under the leadership of a ruthless and hyper ambitious leader has now coined new slogans like Joy Bangla. Nationalism too has its internal dissensions all over the world.

But the most painful for me is the death of Romantic Love. Man's primal value, the sustaining sensibility  enriched by imagination is now only a pastime in the bed, that too is now snappy. the humans have no time to watch in languid contemplation the moods of a man or woman making him/ her a universe to live in for time's wisdom. Man is busy with living, naturally he has no time for love, for that is not a marketable proposition. Poetry and classical music too are now confined to a few lovers. The road show in politics is symptomatic of non participatory entertainment. The street corner play or the local area band or the gossip in the local papers are fine to relieve the tension of the working day in big cities. Commuting to the place of work is now hazardous and expensive. The working hours have no regularity. Sunrise to midnight one has to work for success. This success is determined by your market value. The population rise naturally invites competitive populism in all fields- Art, Politics economics. The entertainment Industry has its own logic.

Everything now is corporatised.  Simulation of an idea for public consumption must be supported by a corporation. Otherwise individual efforts will go unnoticed. Sand artists are now more acceptable to the public  only because of Television and corporate support. Even the Kumbha Mela was a grand corporate affair managed by Government support and event managers.

All these have changed my idea of happiness . Eat your fill for variety is displayed there to impact your choice. Go for the exotic and ephemeral for there is nothing permanent in nature or the world we live in. Follow the so called mainstream: Otherwise you will be left behind. Live for the moment  and forget it immediately for new excitement is ready for grabs. Earn but don't cry out for ethical purity. Speak out and ask for more of everything . Exhaust yourself so that you will have used up ypur body and mind without caring for guarantees.

She, Me, and Shakespeare

I stood awestruck
my mirror regressed
like a cinematic trick
I saw myself in my
postgraduate classroom
all alone, humming an
old tune, perhaps waiting for
my friends and teacher.

I in disbelief said what's this?
My image smiled, said-
come sit by my side
the lecture is on Shakespeare!
I said- Shakespeare can wait,
but my son can't! Who comes
for only two days.
I know I am your stretched self
Can Shakespeare make me again
What I was?

Come enter me-
I'll run from kitchen to Rome
to feel Antony's love:
the mirror returned me
to my present, my spirit
sprinting everywhere with her
She was Me and I She
time whispered -patience.

I sang out-
'all our yesterdays have  lighted fools...'
we have conquered death
with the wisdom of love.

Sabita Sahu.

I Voted!

Prafulla Kumar Mohanty

I am a voter, that is, I have a choice to exercise my right to select a candidate who will represent me and participate in the law making process in the Parliament of India. Vote is my alter ego, a subtle superconscious persona which I give a person to empower him to think and act  on my behalf and to do things for my betterment. The choice of my conscience will pass through a button  in the Electronic Voting machine. The candidate will have one more number added to his total tally. He may not know who voted for him and ostensibly wax eloquent on things he knows are far removed from the issues people voted for. This disconnect between the voter and the legislator is inevitable in all elected forms of governments. The Americans who voted for Donald Trump never could imagine that a  man who would shut down a Government for weeks together to build a Great Wall of  America to stop the Mexicans from migrating to America for a living.The Indian Parliament,obviously a hallowed place for debate, discussion, has often been paralysed by stubborn political rancour during the past several years making 'law making' an occasional episode in the general drama of furore. Well, Well, Well I am diagressing : let me come back to my Voter self. This year I decided to vote, that is, exercise my franchise in a polling booth which mercifully was at a strolling distance from my  place.

The D day came, I got ready in a summer defence dress and waited for the driver whose punctuality is unfailing like the EVM. He came and took the keys from the shelf. But I  suddenly asked him to wait: Who shall I vote for? In the 20th century we had a very popular man, Hitler, in Germany who changed the course of world history . At the same time we had another man, revered , worshipped like God, Gandhi in India. When Hitler roared mountains cracked, when Gandhi raised his frail hand  millions cheered and faced bullets with head held high. But Hitler ended his life in a bunker putting a gun in  his mouth: Gandhi was killed by three bullets in a prayer meeting. Both deaths were violent. And both have left  their imprints on the world. Hitler is now famous among people who never saw him. Gandhi , in  India , has now been a reference in speeches or a metaphor. Had he contested in  India in 1953( mercifully he was killed in 1948) he would have struggled to save his deposit.  but Hitler could have won in Germany, India and almost everywhere. But why should I talk or think about Hitler or Gandhi? We have our own macho nationalists, liberators of the poor, dole givers, saints, murderers, terror accuseds, ED saints on bail, stars from tinsel towns, Crorepatis hankening for more, entitled inheritors of royalty, Chaiwalas Chowkidars and god's plenty! O'  I perhaps  have a nasty mind to dismiss cynically all those parties and candidates without whom democracy would falter on the perilous course of history. I asked the driver to take out the car. Then I thought, why the car? I can walk the few steps, the booth is at a visible spot meters away. Well the distance may be short but the May sun is cruel. My summer- defence may be penetrated , in place of blood sweat will sodden my style ! I was driven to the booth  in about four minutes.

But what did I see there? A long queue! Have a heart! I have no patience to stand in a queue and move like a legless cockroach in a laboratory. I had no choice. I mustered courage to feel important. My vote matters. If I don't vote democracy will be in peril! No no , that is too much. I am duty bound to cast my vote as a conscious citizen . By the time I settled to my  dutiful citizen consciousness luckily the line moved from sunlight to a shaded corridor and the polling officers were a few hands away. My turn came . My voter ID was checked. Two slips  were given to me. The presiding officer indicated a booth and I entered with confidence.

Inside a very dim light, some battery fuelled contraption looking like a lantern burned with a still flame. But the light was too poor for my weak eyes to comfort me to press the button of my choice. I raised the lantern; no improvement. I raised the EVM to read the names. Outside the muffled voice of the Presiding officer was heard- Why such a long time! I felt embarrassed and pressed the first button, The VVPAT appeared for a second or two and dropped into oblivion. I can't vouch for it. But I came out, all smiles. Yes, I have done it. I have voted. Whoever has got my vote will certainly find the shortest cut to his/ her salvation.