Sunday 26 January 2020

Insanity

Prafulla Kumar Mohanty

Often people ask how can a true human being retain his sanity in this mad mad world? Whenever I hear  such a question I doubt whether the question is merely a rhetorical  expression of a confused mind or a statement made unthinkingly just to make  a conversation move directionless into abstractions. For who is a true being.  And how is this zillions year old world  mad? If the world is created to grow and move along  time's uncharted course with a purpose to reach a definite goal, the mater is different. But if this is a 'mad mad' world how could a 'being' decipher the mad elements being a part of it for some time- say a hundred or less or more years? If a being fails to retain his sanity is the world at fault or the so called being  fails  to come to terms with his reality which in any case is a partial perception of the totality as the being's movements both physical and mental, are spatio-temporally limited. One may call this hair-splitting. But is it not true  that sanity is an inner accord of all inborn qualities ? A man is born with a body ( machine) which is operated by mind and heart: The other parts are built around them to function in a rational manner . If  man is a rational animal his rationality is shaped and formed by nature- society and the unseen unpredictable happenings which shock man to ponder the energies impalpably present in the world of eye and ear. A rational man is never stuck at any point. His perceptions are seldom synecdochic.  He may generalise on particulars but does not particularize although to " Particularize is the alone mark of distinction" as William Blake opined. All particularities and generalities are sorted out by human observation and these observations are the components of a rational view of the world. This is human sanity.

What is insanity then ? When a person fails to assimilate and analyse the insanitary events and things , the incongruous and unfamiliar things into a meaningful whole related to life and experience he gets stuck at a point of incomprehension. His mind fails to control the psychosomatic system. His words, actions, movements become erratic and out of sync with what we call  normal rational behaviour. We call such persons insane, mad and lunatic. A man who fails to win the love of a woman at times goes 'mad'. People laugh at him and say - see what a fool this man is ! There are  so many woman in the  world if one ditches you, you ditch ten, well, the lover is a rare specimen. He finds his world, purpose and meaning of life in one woman. He cannot find substitutes for his love does not compromise or settle for less. Would you call him mad, insane? Was Hamlet  mad? I would have called Hamlet mad, had he eloped with Ophelia. Insanity is at times a poetic  frenzy where the world seems to be too small before his love. What will you call Harry and Meghan who have forsaken royalty to seek out their own identities? They are saner than the others. Diana was insane for she moved out of the charmed world of royalty to seek forbidden pleasures.

There are exceptional people who relinquish power and the mundane luxuries to find out their society. They have the right to ask the question with which I have begun this piece. Was Alexander Fleming insane to work in a ramshackle openwindowed room to save wounded soldiers? Insanity has different connotations. We have clinical insanity where the mind has congenital defects or induced defects because of a weak nervous system. But where the mind searches for ways and means of changing the state and fate of man and behaves abnormally we have to pause and think before calling them mad. Einstein, Nietzsche, Romeo, Dr Schwitzer and  Newton were all mad to keep humanity sane . Some politicians like Vajpayee, Churchill, Mao Tse Deng  were mad to change the society and put man on a higher order. Rousseau, Lincoln and Marx were mad but their madness was  Super-rational. They thought not of themselves but of the rest of humanity.  The creative  artists is always irrational and insane for they follow a different order of nature  to change the society for the good of man.

Sanity is a balance of contrarian values proportionately harmonized to avoid extremes either way. They never try to reach the moon, never spend sleepless nights imagining heavenly grace with their beloveds. They are homeopathic men and women who worry  how to get more from petty lives. They never dream of giving things in word or deed. They generalize like idiots to particularize and  hold he value aloft as a beacon for man is not in their mind or heart. The genius is often called insane but how true and beautiful is that insanity which gives a turn to the drab routine of history!

Saturday 25 January 2020

Shadow Play


If I am the universe for you-
You see in me the sun, moon, stars
the valleys,  the mountains
and cascades of beauty
the sound of silence
in equal measures,
where do you find me then?

I am like the wind
embracing you
I am the light
illumining your mind
goading and pushing you
to conquer other worlds.
But you ask me to speak
and  play in reverse rhythms
to match your fancy,
Why?

We are in eternal union
we play with words
a shadow play for our
fights and mystic joys,
I know  I am your whole 
which you fill up with love.

Sabita Sahu

Sunday 19 January 2020

Never Say Die

Prafulla Kumar Mohanty

Man is not born for defeat, neither for guaranteed victory but he fights on to survive, grow and prosper. In the last forty five  Centuries man has evolved from the unicellular amoeba to his present space suit only by his desire not to give up. In the last ten thousand years he has consolidated his victories for sure and because of his ingenious invention of agriculture has multiplied himself to occupy most of the earth. Man cannot cease from mental fight, wrote William Blake, and he has not ceased ever. He fought with existential fears and also spiritual fears. Defeated he was million times in his fight against hunger, disease and fear but he fought on to conquer in most areas to a great extent. He now controls nature  to a large extent, his other survival fears of disease and war too are manageable: But is he a victor? A victor of course has no finality. Permanent victory is always meaningless. Man's greatest challenge is now Man. We are now numerous unimaginably and everyman in his own way fights intellectually with the elements in such a manner that he makes the biosphere tremble. Humans have produced weapons which can destroy the human race ten times over. His new pet of this century is the AI- Artificial Intelligence - which can control the most intelligent to do its bidding. In the name of progress we have ruined the environment which had sustained the race over the centuries. We have made the climate change which we now experience can extinct us without an epitaph. So are we victors or victims of our own megalomaniac selves.

We are now in such a state that to celebrate our ' victory' would be blasphemous: but to acknowledge our defeat too is unmanly. In fact man has never acknowledged defeat even in the face of extinction or degenerate ruin. After the Archangel became the creeping Serpent under the Victor God's wrath, he did not surrender. " What though  the field he lost, All is not lost - the inconquerable will" writes John Milton. Adam did not apologize, never begged for  mercy. Man is too wilful to surrender, too proud to give up. Churchill in his memoire of the great War writes: In victory magnanimity, in defeat defiance. Man defies danger, destitution and death. He is not necessarily  magnanimous in victory but he is certainly defiant in defeat. After the death of Achilles in the Trozan War Ulysses comments- With the death of Achilles gone is Greek courage but not Greek cunning . Man devises deviant ways to reconquer. The ways may be demeaning but to accept defeat is death which man will never accept. People die fighting till the last breath. Abhimanyu fought the mighty warriors who surrounded him defying all military rules of the time, he knew that he could not defeat the seven great chariot warriors but he fought till his body fell inert on the Kurukshetra battle field. We celebrate even that defeat as a heroic feat. Death is a crowning glory for a man who does not turn his back. This is the glory of man; he rises after every fall, returns with the fury of  a wave to strike again. This is true of all battle fields. When Paris runs away from the field to the arms of Helen, she too chastises him: For it is  a shame to her feminine pride to embrace a coward who chose survival over heroic death. Man's 'this never say die will power' is seen not only in the tented fields but in every sphere of human activity.

In the social sphere we use ' failure' as a substitute for defeat.  A Surgeon tries to save life and uses all ingenuity to its epitonic limits. Raphael drew a perfect circle without using an instrument after several failures. Even Shakespeare must have failed for  words in spite of his genius. Madame Bovary was revised 39 times. A starlet in the film industry becomes a star after several C grade performances. A teacher-scholar devotes his time and energy to earn a reputation. A scientist never admits failure: he is at his project till his emaciated body springs up with eureka one day. The politician too fights his battles till victory saves his name. There are some apolitical people who fight elections without ever winning once: They defy all personal and situational logic. All this is true of our species for failure is death. This fear of death keeps alive the flame of defiance. Even housewives go on experimenting with their culinary art to reach the heart of men through their palates.

Defeat or failure shrinks the soul.  Man feels he is not worth anything. He puts in all his efforts to succeed. But the philosophical question is what is the meaning of success? We may say that man wishes to make his temporary sojourn on earth meaningful by showing or demonstrating his capabilities which may be beneficial to others. In lone cases the individual wishes to satisfy his own ego. Therefore those who ring the bell once and turn away are not true humans. Your victory over sky and earth may  not be  worth anything ; your knowledge may turn effete after five years but you must always strive to win. You should know that no glory, no record is permanent and it may not be worthwhile. With all our knowledge, science and technology we have not been able to put out the Australian Bushfire. But we must try and try straining every muscle to put defeat at bay.



Break The Mirror



Who is not scared  of the mirror?
It exposes the mind
reveals dark secrets
in pores and bumps
the skin cracks and
colours fade
Time conspires with the mirror
to add to your fright.

It's not possible to ask
like the legendary Princess
who is more beautiful than me?
Why do you need a mirror
to  tell you what you are
and what you will be?

There is no magic in mirror
it always chimes with your
wishes often exposing
the lies to your make up:
You are not what the mirror shows
your mind is your mirror
your action is your image
your goal is your soul
break the mirror and
be what you are!

Sabita Sahu


Sunday 12 January 2020

Born At A Wrong Time.


When I came here
I thought
I am of the same species
as the others are
but am I ?
I see -
the creeping sophisticated
specimen elongate their hands,
the lovers betray every moment
the kings and rulers
who put their conscience
in the boxes and treasury-
I am  not of that species,
I am a human being with
a mind, soul and a heart
Yes- I know-
Pure gold.

Is this the place destined for me-
the human jungle,
where nature is beastly
What will I do here?
I came here with love-
love here is synthetic,
truth runs away
with a question mark,
but I will fulfill my destiny
create and worship everything
with truth and love.
They will beat me? - Let them
They will kill me ? - Let them
My death will be a sacrifice
to reestablish the species

for posterity to adore.

Sabita Sahu

Success

Prafulla Kumar Mohanty

Given a choice between peace and success, the hand of any sane man will rise in favour of success. Man would like to win, conquer, advance in life, get rich and richer, be powerful, gain accolades and wear the star studded crown. The self of a person must satisfy his ambitions, aspirations, wishes and realize all his dreams. Everyman is Utopian in his chosen or available field of operation. May be God has no wishes unfulfilled and therefore he can only grant and give. In any case the human believers have kept God in that absolutist position. The self of man chases that Absolute in his field of action. A clerk dreams of being the boss, a poet wishes to be greater than Shakespeare, a beggar desires to be Bill Gates and so on. There is nothing wrong with desires or dreams. And the world has so many rags to riches stories that doubts are at a premium. If a two bit corporal who loses his eyes in the First War could become the Fuhrer Adolf Hitler and a Chaibala could be Prime Minister Modi Why can't an ant ride the Pegasus? No quarrels. Man on earth has come to become somebody for the earth is a theatre of manifestations. Man must leave his print on the earth. He strives, perseveres, studies, researches, trains, thinks with single minded devotion. Arjun practised hitting targets in the dark nights. Great speakers practise before mirrors (so even do demagogues), singers practise all lifelong and soldiers train as do cricketers and footballers at all odd times. But the question is why don't they all succeed in equal measures?

All students of a great teacher do not succeed equally in their respective persuasions in life. Those who failed blame that unseen power- fate- and resign to themselves. Some of them take failure as a challenge and work hard with redoubled vigour. Yet success does not uniformly crown them. The saints and knowalls may say, something was amiss in their perseverance. What? Perhaps we do not know yet. Success however is not a guaranteed noun. But when we see a rapist, a murderer presiding over our destiny sitting in  a chair of power, we do wonder: how could this happen? How could a builder, a political novice become Donald Trump, the most powerful man in the 2020 world? How could Dhirubhai Ambani create his business empire rising up and up  from  very humble beginnings? Well, here is the trick of fate which defies logic. All seeds of the same species do not grow up to massive trees. Is something skewed with our logic of morality?

We have all been taught by teachers and great men that honesty, hard work and devoted pursuit of your goal someday or other will give you the taste  of success. Does it mean that those failed lacked in honesty of purpose and pursuit? Can we say that all rich corporates are honest ? All those who are successful in their fields are not men of infallible integrity. Many people like Bijoy Mallya and Nirav Modi cheat and pull fast ones to get rich and 'successful'. Shall we call these people successful and Leo Tolstoi a 'failure' for he was not awarded the Nobel Prize? My honest readers will judge.

In the same vein when I think of the lauded man who have carved their image on the hearts of people like Mahatma Gandhi, Lincoln and Churchill  are truly successful? Freedom at the cost of division of India definitely caused great  pain to Gandhi. And what has happened to successful Gandhi's India in his afterlife we know and experience. Philosophically there is nothing called success; it is at best valid for a period in history. Later Years make that success foggy by many analyses which are mind boggling. Moreover success is not unidirectional. A man like T.S . Eliot had no family life, no social life. Gandhi, Buddha and all those great men who had spectacular contributions towards mankind had to sacrifice many a comfort of daily life.       

For this reason people categorize success as material, social and spiritual. Material and social success can be measured although the yardstick may have different dimensions at different times in history. We remember Alexander, Napoleon for their  military success. If we do we must also remember their personal agony, of lovelessness and later ignominy. But can we say Timur and Gajani were also very successful as marauders and looters? Or the East India Company for that matter? No, for the values associated with their success are not prohuman. If humanity is pained or ashamed by one's success it is not worth a boot. If that is not true a man who succeeds  in killing a common enemy is also a great hero. The action of man or the fruits of action enjoyed   by a man are not the measure of one's success. On one level success is the pursued goal reached after a struggle of a lifetime: this success satisfies a self. On the other a man's work saves life and improves the quality of life  for all time. No man can claim to have achieved the success of the later kind. But success after a soulful effort is pleasing to the human being. If it is the realization of his personal ambition it is the fulfillment of his being. But if a man works for mankind's general peace and salvation he is the Son of God. But normal mortals measure success by their  bank balance or  power to do good things for others. 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Sunday 5 January 2020

Today








Waiting for tomorrow
why waste your today.
Today you are born
today you will die,
fight and run love and lose
all your glories and shames
all your crowns and crumbs
flowers, thorns, swords and kisses
will rush ahead only today.

Those dreams of tomorrow
lazy reveries air castles
caresses amorous and grand
tiffs and worries bland
are today's routine,
don't slave today for the whip
cross the mountains never sleep
for you will slip today.

Write your letters  sing songs
dance and play sad and gay
someone else will record your dreams
when your tomorrow comes.

Sabita Sahu

Lying


Prafulla KumarMohanty

If I say I dreamt of a lion hosting my New Year Party you may just smile. But if I say  a lion served me tea in the jungle you may ignore it as a deliberate lie to pull a fast one. But a lie has its  place in the life of  human beings for it adds sauce to living. Often we worship lies to beguile the tedium of real life. We culturally  nourish certain lies and make them grand with fanciful celebrations. Our gods, idea of heaven afterlife etc  are compellingly beautiful. We celebrate the birthday of Rama, Krishna, Hanuman with devout faith as if they are more divine than they are imagined to be.  But faith is blind and it does not care for truth or  fact. The scientific temper or logic plays no role in faith. Lies too are independent of logic. The poet, the lunatic and the lover, as Shakespeare said are of imagination  all compact. Lies are imaginative bordering on the imaginary. All creative people create a world of make-belief. The truth serum test is irrelevant in their cases. But one may ask sincerely, what is  a lie? The ready answer is that which is not true. Well what is truth then? Truth is God  said Gandhi and practised truth with love which naturally is far away  from violence. But truth is never objectively presented. It is always subjective  except in the case of objects which have verifiable existence and have been named and identified. But truth of an aesthetic kind or of imaginative perception is not verifiable. The absolute truth is beyond human apprehension. Similarly a lie is never absolute or exclusionary.

Hitler's foreign minister Goebbels had said, "A lie repeated ten times is a truth". People have no scope of verifying a statement  repeated with convincing passion. We saw  evidence of it in the post- CAA protests all over the country. But how could a lie get acceptance as truth? The reason is fear, fear which could  be termed as existential. If a large group of people believing in a different faith are constantly told that the present political dispensation is most likely to destabilize your existence, you are likely to fall for it. For a prediction of likely disaster immediately enters deep into our minds as we are not fully confident of our being. Any prediction of the world's end will be believed sooner than the world will become a paradise in 2030. It is because death is a certainty. Any statement threatening our existence has the power to instill fear in us. And for this reason we accept lies quicker than truth.

Often people resort to lies to escape punishment. The lie may explode on your face later but the immediate danger is to be avoided by resorting to lies. This happens because truth is not easily accepted by people. A liar is more imaginative when he weaves a yarn which is complex. A man speaking the truth is factual. Truth is naked, lie is fully dressed up with frills and curls and attracts the listener to a different world. History records how lies of all kinds have  enamoured people to gloss over the hard realities. Hunger, sickness and war are driven out of the minds of people by a magical lie of otherworldly salvation. People forget the nagging painful problems of existence and pursue a relieving doctrine of faith. Ghost stories, Supernatural lore attract us more as those are like opium, numbing our real fears.

We are all fond of lies. If I praise a dark man saying you have the complexion of Krishna he does not protest. He gives a shy smile and wishes to hear more. If I praise my love comparing her eyes with sun and moon she will be happy. If I praise a country as peaceloving for it never fought external aggression the people will swell with pride. Lies distract the mind off the pain of truth. Life is so full of sorrow and misery that we find an escape route in lies . It compensates the present moment of pain. When a child cries of hunger a poor mother sings a lullaby promising the moon. A dying man gets a few more breaths when the doctor says he is improving. Lies, however, are not always comforting. Lies ruins a life, a family or even a society. But the magnetism of lies is strong, they lull us to an opium sleep.

Lies exist and are practised in a big way because man is afraid of truth. To face truth one needs greater courage. Hence lies come handy for cowards and the weak to hoodwink their fancies however transitory it may be. That's why lying is admired as an art.


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