Sunday 19 December 2021

Unplanned Journey


We have no choice to make

we come at someone's will

go at someone's will 

no matter what we do 

or choose not to.

 

Those who submit themselves

surrender to the commands

seemingly heard at nightfall

sing dance and play cymbals

in a high on - Marijuana or

something which is pure white

like god's conscience, they betray

their own will and conscience

console themselves - well this is faith.

 

But those like me who ride waves

fly kites at windy skies and

whisper love to video beams

sipping fruit juice never know

what the other peace or joy is

nor do they know the road they take

leads to New York or Beijing:

why should they be conscious of actions

which the mind wills at moments

matching them out of turbulent times?

 

I live, I just am, I think

I do and turn away: Is it not enough

in this journey from the womb to the grave?


Sabita Sahu.

 

DRAUPADI - 51

 Prafulla Kumar Mohanty's 

DRAUPADI - 51 

Hastinapuur


Meantime in Hastinapur

Yuvraj Duryodhan in mad fury

made the palace impassioned, hot.

Rising from singeing embers

of insult which Draupadi's taunts

at his blind fall into illusive waters

in the Moya Palace of the Pandavs

had pierced his heart to make him sink

into self loathing.

Since his return from the Rajasuya

he was a stranger to himself

and his friends advisors confidants

the infamous trio Shakuni:

the Gandhar king whose one and only

aim in life was to avenge his sister's

marriage to blind Dhritarashtra,

not by choice but by Bhisma's power push

Gandhar had to submit in fear.

But Shakuni suppressing his ire

by devious smiles banked on his

crooked dice nursed vengeance with patience.

Karna by a quirk of fate grew up

with foster parents, father being

a charioteer the son wanted to become

a chariot warrior for which he hid

his class identity before Parshuram

to gain his discipleship to learn

from the most powerful war expert.

When during the convocation display

of the royal disciples of Guru Drona

Karna entered to challenge Arjun

Drona's prodigious disciple in archery

he was denied participation for his

caste; Duryodhan had balmed his shame

by declaring him the king of Anga

thereby buying his loyalty forever.

Karna true to his words never

wavered in his allegiance to the Kuru Prince.

Moreover Karna smarted by

Draupadi's insult at her Swayambar

and silently wearing it in his heart

was a part of Duryodhan's coterie.

 

Shakuni found an opportunity

to advance his machinations

after  his Jatugriha and other failures.

He crackled his dice and laughed:

Nephew dear I know how it pains

to see your enemy ride roughshod

over your snobbish virtues nourished

with royal care  and clenched vengefulness.

It was that woman's laugh at your fall

which ignited the suppressed jealousy

which the Pandav pomp and ostentation

had already given us heart burns:

but son shedding lonely  tears and

deflating your nerves is not the way.

You sink further in your agony

and lose all energy to gloomy stupor:

 

There is no other way Uncle save

resignation or suicide to escape

this hell fire in my ribcage.

O my great nephew you wear

a heart of flint fireproof and dark

never shall despondency touch you

when your Mama's dice still sings

the Pandav dirge in variegated rhythms.

Now listen to me pay attention to Mama

this dice in my hand has a mystic charm

obeys my command as the charmed cobra

all soft gold beautiful gives a lush bite

when the master plays the signal tune.

No hiss no fuss just follows the signature:

If I call six or Kali it surfaces.

Like a dolly with elegant purity -

but what has dice to do with me

my doleful soul is sinking and you -

Aha, wait my son, this dice will give

the balm to our wounds and disaster

to Pandavs, their pomp will roll

on helpless dust for you to trample on:

Go my nephew ask your father the King

to invite the Emperor the great Yudhistir

for a game of dice which they avoided

after the Rajasuya deviating from

tradition form and royal practice:

bring Yudhistir to Hastinapur and leave

the rest to mama's skillful hands.

 

But the king the wise Dhitarastra

may not agree for chausar in the court.

The erudite moralist Vidura

may artfully convince the king against it -

Said Karna looking doubtful and sceptical.

Moreover Mama chausar is evil, it may -

No Angaraj, chausar is the battlefield

where Yudhistir will fall face down

with penury and slavery mocking him

and his brothers, Shakuni gloated kissing the dice.

Then rush my nephew make your father

agree to invite Yudhistir and I will

give you everything with these bones

you ever desired and win back

your lost pride by sweet revenge.

I will change the fate of Arayabarta

with my vengeful bones and you and I

shall reign over earth water and sky.

 

 

 

Sunday 12 December 2021

Benign Light



O' light of my soul

burn your brightness

in beauty and honour

to illumine what in me

is dark and banal.

I am a foolish child

without you Mother!

I will die if you

turn away to your world.

 

I always make demands

to get back for a moment only

for my lost days in perdition,

take me to your garden O god

plant me as a tree for shade

I have nothing to gift you

except the unrequited love

and time to nurse you.

 

All  my life I prayed  to hold you

however short the moment may be.

Today I give you all love

maybe joyless, dark

but whatever is left for you

shine on it with your benign light.


Sabita Sahu.

 

 

DRAUPADI - 50

   

 Prafulla Kumar Mohanty's 

DRAUPADI - 50

Life Turns a Leaf

 

Empress Draupadi stayed away

from the durbar much to the displeasure

of emperor Yudhistir, when questioned

she said, I am not a decorative piece

to sit sealing my mouth, when I

have work to do in your vast empire

organizing people for purposeful activities.

A frowning Yudhistir said, look here

you are  now the Empress your empty

throne  in the durbar raises eyebrows

unsavoury murmurs reach my ears

I fail to satisfy the courts curiosity.

If the prestige of the court so demands

I'll attend all important sittings but

kindly permit me to visit places,

meet people, that too is important Emperor

for we are here to serve people

not to receive  their service only.

Draupadi bowed and left slowly

leaving Yudhistir to his indignation.

 

Draupadi's chariot was followed by

three other chariots full of guards

she was to meet a group of villagers

from ten villages at an appointed place

she had sent an advance party with

food clothes and other provisions.

She was making people aware of life

and the challenges which the poor villagers

faced in their routine encounters

with the multifarious demands of Reality.

 

You are at no one's mercy

you are free souls to ignite

the energy inbred to

illumine your lives in your work field,

home and society.

There is no such thing as

Prarabdha*, and if there is one

you do your utmost  in this life

to transcend it by work

whatever pleases you and

whatever engages your spirit.

Live your life baggage free.

 

If you are a farmer produce more

If you are a carpenter

create new designs.

If you are in business

move to other kingdoms with your wares.

Produce sell and buy in honest trade

and remember to do anything in life

you need to learn things hence

education is primal in life,

each village must have a school

contribute to raise a good building

for the education of your children

improve your speech - and all these

can be achieved if you are fearless:

A farmer asked how can we

be fearless when hunger burns

want dissipates our strength

mind always fears calamities?

 

Draupadi smiled a rasping breath

paused and said yes life is fearful

uncertainties and wants stalk humans.

Therefore we must keep fear away

by knowledge hard work alertness.

Fear is ignorance dark and eerie

drive it away by the light of knowledge

and always love fellow humans

in family village and society

love will give you strength infinite

to struggle strive to soar heights

not to surrender to hunger and fright.

Treat your women as equal partners

work study and dream for honours.

 

And you women you are not meant

for the kitchen and house keeping

make your home vibrant but your soul

must emit light to brighten others.

The Royal council will give you

all help for schools, skill centres

also to promote your  products

but you should work without wasting

an hour - for that reduces your longevity

in ruinous gossip and small talks.

Above all  keep yourself clean

keep the environment clean

and help your children grow healthy.

 

 

 

 

Sunday 5 December 2021

My Destringed Lyre

  


If I were Orpheus

I would have destringed my lyre

silencing it forever.

When I sang of love

my lyre danced

rhythms of the world

apart from the old familiar

feelings, trees, vegetation

even birds and animals closed

the world on their ears

listening to the strings of my heart.

 

But when my love died

and  the underworld

call it heaven or hell

denied me entry

my voice in tremulous cadence

created starless nights

dewless leaves in cracked notes,

people ran away from me

I was stoned.

 

Should you only enjoy

the lustre of life

and not the grim pallor

of dark silence?

What is my lyre for

only tickling sensations

erotic heat.

Is life only the body 

only for gains and orgies

why then dark clouds

and the rising smoke

from the burning bodies

distract us into stasis?

 

Day and night ebb and tide

love and separation complete life.

If my lyre cannot raise

the dome of glory

the sepulcher of death

I will have none of it.

 

But my destringed lyre

will move you to completeness

of your being.

 

 

 

DRAUPADI - XLIX - 49

  

 Prafulla Kumar Mohanty's 

DRAUPADI - XLIX

Kauravs being in the family

lingered their departure

hiding their jealousy in dubious words

of praise for the grandeur

of the event, the lavish feasts

affable service to guests.

The sombre yajna completed with

spiritual purity of Vedic norms:

Yudhistir thanked them for their

cooperation and noble presence.

 

Duryodhan met Draupadi when

she was supervising the gifts

with  a smile painted face he said

what are you giving me Empress?

A bowl of honey with star bubbles-

what will I do with that give me

something to remember you in bed -

then take my naked bones for memory

so saying she flashed a toothy smile.

Take this for your bed time fantasy

the Empress bestows this grace.

 

Miffed Duryodhan rushed out

in a huff through the glassy halls

The sparkling marble floors of

aquamarine work illusory sea blue

made him blink and stagger

but he mistook a real pool for

crystal illusion and fell into it

with a splash making Draupadi laugh

in gay abandon derision unhidden,

What Yuvraj Duryodhan how could

you fail to discover illusion from

reality, come up dry yourself

this will be a grand bed time memory:

Duryodhan was mad in anger

wild with fury his self image drowned

he vowed revenge grinding

his teeth, his own naked bones.

 

 

Sunday 28 November 2021

My Wandering Soul



Hey Princess -

a voice from the

depths of time throbbed 

nearer to the ears

farther from the heart

a ceaseless voice praying for love.

 

I see nothing, no one

no shadow no illusion - nothing

then who is it flapping with

time's wings to rise high

holding the lamp of hope.

I don't see him, or feel him

or even smell him

but my soul savours 

its taste like divine bliss.

 

But Princess - He speaks again -

I am no shadow no illusion no voice

I am you and within you

I am the fragrance of your breath

the throb of your heart

the song of your mind

the vision of your sight

I am  and will be connected with you

in this life and life after

if you do not find me in you

may be you are opaque.


Sabita Sahu

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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