Sunday, 3 November 2019

If Man Is Not Born To Die...


Prafulla Kumar Mohanty
Anything that begins must end: This truth reassures man's story of life. The motivation to live intensely  comes only because there is the certainty of death. No death means no life. Plants animals and all mammals pass through the process of birth-copulation and death. If this process is altered life is unthinkable. The seasons change . Spring dies into summer and summer into rains. Vegetation dries up and dies in winter. The trees look bald, the hills and mountains get shrouded in snow. The sun- moon- stars and all that the eye sees lose lustre, the earth shivers and shrinks. But spring blows his mighty clarion and nature awakens into a maiden look. Flowers, greenery and life activities resume like the beaming tabla player changing into Drut. Nature is renewed into a new lease of youth. The humans, however, have no renewal. Once born, man grows, stabilizes in a full form like the Saal tree: Then follows the sear and yellow leaf, the sword falls off  the nerveless hands, the parched lips fail to kiss, the riotous nights of sexual fantasy recede from memory, the proud golden conches droop in defeat, the luxuriant hair falls off for the plait makers make- belief industry, the knees buckle, the breath gets puffy, the eyes see illusions, the romantic savour leaves from flutes to bleatings, pills, tonics fail to revive and one day at dawn or midnight he dies, that is he gives up everything  he prized and sleeps never to rise again. He is buried or burnt lest the festering body stink the living to vomit hate. The story ends . But another begins in the labour room. And the world moves in its diurnal rounds.

Imagine there is no death, only life, youth, energy endless!  Well Utopia wouldn't have come to the human mind. No poetry, arts or science, no politics, history or philosophy- nothing. Men and women would have rolled on mountain grass or leaning against craggy places looking at the blinding sun to disappear.  If there is no death there is nothing to celebrate life. Nothing to dream , nothing to plan for the morrow : For there is no tomorrow. Life is an eternal today.  No starry nights, no waxing waning moon; the sea would be still, wave less, the shores would be empty of men, no boats would venture into the sea to catch fish or to conquer distant shores, no dolphin  depths of love, no desire, no hunger - hence no life. Man would be without feeling, sensation, just a flesh bone form, a  moving statue incapable of love. No quest for anything. The wind's whisper, roar, soft winnowing caress will die on the insensitive body.

The mind- if any - will not think ,will not invent ways and means of escaping from anything for there wouldn't be anything to escape from or to. Time would be still . No past or future, no experience , no memory. Life would be an eternal present sans everything.

Death shapes our dreams to weave designs of pleasure and happiness. Death warrants human creativity. Man in order to satisfy his desires, cravings, wishes and hopes creates opportunities for himself. If he fails he goes mad and writes of his agony in woeful measures. He loves, writes poetry, paints, sculpts and invents. Man tries every moment to meet the challenge of death. This death consciousness makes a man/woman to love for love conquers death. The story of man is a constant struggle to conquer death. He creates new avenues of life. He also kills, hates, protests, fights to survive all hostilities which negate life. The Vedas, epics and philosophical treatises are all attempts of man to know his reality, to understand the human condition. He records his achievements which posterity often devalues. But record he must. This inner urge to express and record made him invent language and script. He wanted to unravel the mystery of creation, wanted to reach and walk on the moon and mars. He now proposes to reach the sun and other solar, lunar or unknown systems. All sciences, arts and life - prolonging exercises, medicines, surgery and all that man has achieved today have been possible because death stalks life and finally conquers. Life's journey and progress has been possible only because of death. Easeful death has been the prayer of all living beings. He seeks the balm of life and tries to overcome death. But the day death is conquered life will  cease to be on earth.

Today modern medical science has reduced human suffering. Human longevity has increased. The Vedic mantra of Saradam  Shatam - hundred Autumn- is now almost real, attainable. But man tries to go beyond  a century to double century. Google scientists are researching for that. Once the double is achieved man will think of  a millennium. But death will  come and should. If no death life will be  a loveless automaton lingering fruitlessly without purpose. Death gives meaning and purpose to life. Man should accept this truth. He may consider death as his Krishna - Marana he tu hi mama Shyam saman (Tagore)or his Nemesis. But death gives excitement to life. Man lives better, struggles for achievements, for glory in creativity simply because one day life will end. Death is not a conqueror of life; death is the chief inspiration, the real life breath which ultimately ceases. Victory be to death.

My Sofa...


Looking at the sofa
I feel the  warmth and
the scent of my flesh
like  lilac perfume spreads
whenever I pass by it

Kids sit on it, watch TV
change the cushions to side,
dust away the cover
play for a moment and go
still no claim of excitement
on its face to be seen.

All I know the sofa lies
like a dead piece of wood
for everybody , in the room
that is made of bricks,
but my presence turns it
to glow with a smile,
it is my bed of truth
and unspoken secrets ,
waits for my body to fall
on it  and to give me
thoughts of dream and
wakes me up with a
loving hope to begin anew...

Sabita Sahu

Sunday, 27 October 2019

Jyotirgamaya

Prafulla Kumar Mohanty

The ancient wisdom always emphasized light, purity and soul values for human beings. In all cultures this wisdom is adored and human activities are geared to that end. But what is that light and why light? The day begins with light and gets sucked into darkness. Birth of man is for a long journey towards death. Any joyous beginning ends up in tears. Civilizations after glorious decades or centuries collapse into decimation. The fullmoon terminates in decline, the sun is swallowed by night. Then what is the journey to light which never fades? And does man bask in that light or burn in the heat which light generates? These questions are legitimate in the assured context of perpetuity which the ancients promised. But is there any sustaining truth in the promise beyond symbolism?

Darkness and light are the eternal binaries which have been used by sages, philosophers and poets. The common man too uses  these as metaphors. But when we think of life's journey, symbols don't matter. The sages who preached and practised these binaries in their different shades have advocated  abstinence, renunciation, charity, compassion and love for  attaining the illuminated path. But if death is the finality what relevance have these enlightened  virtues in the context of a single life? If I deny myself all pleasures, material comforts and finally die what is that enlightenment for?  How do I utilize my enlightenment ? The anagnorisis which comes to a man of heroic temper does not give him any scope to undo what wrongs he had done nor does it  permit him to improve the quality of life around for he takes his enlightenment to the grave. The other aphorism- live as you wish for you  live only once- is also tempting. But how can a person create his personal , private world without treading on the corns in others' feet? That is when I project my wishes on the world the others  projecting their own wishes come in the way. Ambition, aspiration, wishes and desires are never ends in themselves. Desires clash, wishes strike walls, ambitions come to conflict with others' ambitions. How can man live a life  without contacting, conflicting with other human beings who have the same or similar desires? If I avoid conflicts and clashes my dreams and wishes are enclosed in self-denial. If I wish to have my own way the world around will not allow me to go ahead. May be to live  an enlightened life means burying your own desires as the Buddha said. But a man who withdraws from all frontiers is called a coward. If he does not fulfil his potential, he will deny himself a life that was given to him to perform the fullness of his being. For this perhaps man kills another man  calling him his enemy. Rapes a woman to satisfy his pleasure instinct. And these things are  called sin, crime and dark nonvalues. But when he moves on the illuminated path, he does not move further. He reads the scriptures, eats bland food, does not pluck a flower, does not appreciate beauty, does not enjoy royal power: What he really gains is knowledge about the given world. What is this knowledge? Man is born to add to the goodness of the world by his soulforce; to wipe off tears from another eye; to bring a smile in another face. Life is meant to foster and nourish life values which will conquer death and deathlike values.

This path of Light is shown by all great men almost in all civilizations . But history reveals that in no civilization man follows  these impersonal, otherworldly values to create an imaginary  heaven on earth. Has there ever been such a unidirectional civilization  in recorded history? The Indian civilization always emphasized the Vedic values. The dark instincts of life should be conquered by the light of wisdom. But could this wisdom save  civilizations that came up  in India's history? Dharma, Artha, Kama (Moksa) have their own paradigms of life.  But those who believed in hate, bloodshed, domination and loot came from beyond the borders and destroyed us. India could not retain its freedom. For more than 1600 years India was subdued, suppressed and ruled by foreigners for whom light meant power, hate, cruelty and masterdom. How is it that light could not dispel darkness?

In the modern world we notice clashes everywhere. For land, fossil fuel, water and riches people and governments fight. The internet has opened up vast space for human darkness. The twitter, FaceBook, Whats App have given free space to speak and write lies, hatred and abuse in words  which are swaddled in darkness. Is there any way out? How to go towards light? Or is it man's destiny to be in darkness despite the enlightened words of saints and sages? Well, I don't know.

Heaven


Heaven is a metaphor
a divine maya
we have created,
had it been real
we would have been
doomed by implosions.
Better it remains a metaphor
to drown us it in our
poetry and dreams.

Heaven is -
when I feed  my children ,
when elders bless me
when I bring smile
on crying faces,
when my dear ones
return home safe.
when I hold you in arms,
heaven is in your breath
that is my eternal metaphor.

The earth is in my pocket
I may throw it as a ball
if the mood takes me on
to create my heaven alone.

Sabita Sahu

Sunday, 20 October 2019

Vigilance

Prafulla Kumar Mohanty

Why does a man steal and loot when the survival constraints have almost been conquered by civilization. In the beginning when the next meal was uncertain  understandably he stole from those who had enough. But why be greedy of more and use the nature-given intelligence to collect and hoard what is not legitimately yours; thereby making the survival of others difficult? Scheming , plotting, planning to create chaos in society are insecure values. In the past chieftains and kings attacked other small kingdoms for land, water and other resources out of insecurity. The fear of losing freedom was a constant destabilizer of the mind. To escape chaos often we invited tyranny and to escape tyranny we had rebellions. These survival values now are slowly  being substituted by modern governments resorting to vigilance, espionage, lens eyes to keep the society in some order.  But inspite of governmental efforts man's innate evil propensities come up in novel ways to sabotage Order. Chanakya arguably is the first thinker tactician who thought of vigilance in a systematic manner to protect the common man from evil interference in their lives. The Arthashastra gives a detailed account of internal and external spying devices to ensure uninterfered freedom of the people. Machiavelli, who came much later in Europe, is at best a second cousin of Chanakya. But he too advocated the lion-fox games for administrative efficiency.

In the modern world all  Governments have  vigilance departments to prevent corruption which has ramified dimensions intruding into man's freedom to live as per his wishes. Thievery is now  a very sophisticated  black art. Cheating in the name of service, exploiting weaknesses in the law of the land, not to speak of plain and simple bribery, fake and sallow companies to loot public money, chit fund schemes and many such devices impinge on human gullibility. These evil practices compel us to  rethink human goodness in the changing contours of societal life. Greed for money and power reduces man to the quintessence of dust. Crime today has gone hitech and the cyber world has opened up unthinkable avenues for the vile propensities of man. Often a sadistic  cynicism is noticed, especially in the political and industrial spheres where greed is substituted by motiveless malignity. Human nature is denatured by criminal fancies. Such crimes are beyond law and order. This evil is surreptitious and vicious. To keep the society on course governments are taking  counter measures everywhere. And this measure is also not flawless: For no human agency today is above board. But choicelessly we have the vigilance department to check corrupt practices in men and organisations.

Vigilance is an imperceptible force operating in the society by governmental decree. It is not vigilantism which is a self-proclaimed moral energy often intruding on social freedom. vigilance is the eyes and ears of the administration to make the society comparatively clean and free flowing. We must  however  remember  that no human society can ever be absolutely free of corruption. If a doctor deliberately  illtreats a patient or demands money for certain services the patient often pays for his  life depends on the doctor. In such cases vigilance is helpless. If the patient does not complain the authorities  cannot do anything. If a teacher feeds wrong ideas  to his students no vigilance can help matters improve. Here comes the other value: courage to speak out. But if a man is benefited by unlawful means he prefers cowardice to courage. Here too vigilance is irrelevant for the victim thinks of himself as victor swallowing  his pride. If pride is not a native virtue, the courage to willingly accept suffering to purge the society will never come.

There is also another fear. The vigilance officer at times blackmails a corrupt man. Who will watch such officers who appropriate the societal authority for personal gains? What  is required today is perfect awareness of the constitutional  values which come from the right kind of education. But education today is functional. The moral fibre in man is dead in his chase of success. If man develops a strong moral sense he can contribute to the society the freedom of movement towards development.

"Eternal Vigilance is the Price of Liberty"  said Lord Bryce. And this means each individual should be vigilant to safeguard his own rights and perform his duties honourably. This moral uprightness is difficult to inculcate if not impossible. Vigilance therefore, ought to be a moral exemplar to itself and the society.



Faith


Do I need a faith to live a life
directed by others' choices,
regulations and practices
observing  rituals to go to
some heaven about which
no one is certain?

When the sea breeze
touches  my senses my faith
grows  in majestic loveliness.
The smell of my love's chest
entices me more than the rose garden.
When my child learns to walk
holding my hand I feel  
the joy of heaven
and share with friends, neighbours
the unseen future
the joy of  life's faith.
Is not my daily chores
religious rituals and more humane?

They say I must visit temple
or church to build faith-
Why????
Haven't we divided the world
along church steeples
and temple peaks?
Haven't we shed enough blood
by reciting Om and Azan.

My faith is in the
naughtiness of  my children,
the sulk of my lover,
the medicine bills of my parents,
I whisper to life -
Why are you away - come
make the bliss of heaven for me.
Life itself is the greatest faith.
Love -  the only festival.
Those are my rituals
do not disturb my Faith- Please.

Sabita Sahu






Sunday, 13 October 2019

The Call Of Life


She keeps her soul in the locker
and moves out for a body bargain
in the bright night killing her dreams.
Her voice sleeps in the quiet,
on-off of lights no more bother her
no hands left or right wipe her tear
as no hands are  the  same every night
for them, she is a body for  a night.

Her scarlet dress has no letter on it
all eyes stare at her, faces ogle
but she walks on high heels
the click-clack wakes her senses
to return home for a wash.
The Ganga  water in soap
makes her Draupadi again.

Takes out her soul from locker
wears and marches in pride
in the morning sun temple wards,
priests rush at her with vermilion
to touch her cheek and forehead
to put their holy mark.

Sabita Sahu

Forever New