Sunday, 6 June 2021

Draupadi - XXIII

   

Prafulla Kumar Mohanty's 

DRAUPADI - XXIII


The day came braving

my nightmares fears misgivings

the dawn was a murmuring string

of light, pre sunrise glow and dew

keeping me taut on the bed long.

I heard whispers of animation

fast walking feet and sombre music

raising the Omkar in auspicious chorus

jammed minds of organizers rang up

the solemn welcome of the fateful day.

 

The commanding voice of my father

thundered outside, orders issued

the competition will start at midday

the park, gallery, chairs and thrones

must be ready before the shadow of

 the peepal tree touches the south gate.

 

I sat on the bed hearing hurrying steps

Alpana, Aliva, Sarika  all entered

before I put my feet on ground

lifted me up giggling like school girls

unable to hide their picnic merriment.

 

You are unreasonable, Princess!

You are not a mere woman , you are

Drupad's daughter, Kampilya's Prize

the envy of all high born, all eyes

of Aryabarta are on you and the king

see how the royal tents of visiting kings

have now become a big city, the line

of boats in the Ganga, the carts and mules

never cease day and night carrying

provisions, fruits, vegetables and clothes

from all across this great country,

bards sing everywhere paeans to your beauty

curious villagers and townsmen come fast

from every part of Bharatvarsha -

 

O' I know Prabina, you too have come

from Kashi with your team to make me up

as something exotic, the sight of whom

should make the hands of Princes nerveless

I know but tell me where I'm wrong?

 

The Princes and Kings have come to win me

by their archery skill not to marry me

to live a life of love, amity, friendship:

he who wins can snatch me away and

rightfully so, the victor will claim his prize

and I have to go with him as a trophy

to be displayed with banter to his people

and the prize for an archer, a great hero

must not be a delicate doll, a dumb beauty

loaded with gold and jewellery made radiant

by lotions, pollens and your famed skills

make me the Bride of Fire, no jewellery

no mortal luxuries smeared artfully

make me burn the domed stadium

with the glow I came with straight from fire

the garland should be a ring of lightning

for a true Victor heat should be a balm

not something to recoil from in pain.

 

I know Princess you are no woman born

you are the daughter of Light, a woman

who would change the elemental world,

leave it to me I am sent to create

the true Draupadi with my leafy brushes

I have stardust and sunglow on dew pearl:

Well Prabina show your skills but make me

what I am, the woman not the Princess

or daughter, sister miracle woman

or changer of the fate of Aryabarta.

 

Yes I am the greatest prize for men

let no foolish mortal win me

shooting a winking arrow nonchalantly.

 

The women sang dancing like waves

the sun arose in scarlet splendour

to peep into the Roopshala for a glimpse

of the diadem of grace sublime.

 

The receiving band suddenly played

welcome to Drupad's courtyard,

A piece specially composed for the occasion,

the conches blew, the women sang lyrically

 welcome Vasudev, welcome Krishna

welcome the Prince of Hearts, King of men:

Draupadi's ears craned for more

she too muttered a welcome with a sigh.

Why the Whys

 


If you ask me

I have no answer

to my whys.

All my life I have

waded through swirling why's.

 

Why was Eve chosen by Satan

why did the serpent tempt

her to defy God?

Why Adam and Eve

were punished?

 

Did they defy god

to gain knowledge

and suffer the consequences

of being thrown to earth 

like mortals losing

 their secured immortality?

If god is the father why

didn't he pardon?

 

Why is the sky so high

why clouds float,

why sun rises

why moon shines for

half a month

shall I say all this happens

because of science

or the path of nature

that keeps on changing.

 

Why ignorance is bliss

and why do we seek knowledge

why we nurse ego

why rivalry in the name

of love and oneness

the list may not end

questions change

answers change

but WHY remains unchanged

you may laugh at my

foolish babblings.

There's no logic for your question

and no logic for my answer either.


Sabita Sahu.

 

Sunday, 30 May 2021

DRAUPADI XXII

  

Prafulla Kumar Mohanty's 

DRAUPADI - XXII


Draupadi looked amazed

so much splendour, such a rich display

what imagination has conceived this dome!

The entire palace, the streets, rows of houses

all these were covered by a lamplit dome

gems glowed to brighten the smiles

of artisans busy in making Kampilya

an elysium of seven  layered beauty.


The foyer was a rectangle of orbit order

golden thrones were lined up in rows for guests,

all royal, heroic and bold to win the garland.

Draupadi's garland, with triumphant smirk.

Draupadi's heart sank to imagine the scene.

Will the archer win her heart or just

stringed flowers from my hands?

 

Father called - See my darling daughter

how my kingdom smiles with swelling joy

to send my most accomplished child

to  a hero's palace which shall be graced

by my heart jewel's first ringing steps.

Father, you have lavished so much on this -

What did you say? Spent so much!

Why not - I am Drupad, and my daughter

will marry the Sandipani test cracker

your husband and my son-in-law

would be the greatest in Aryabarta

and I shall have my revenge!

Is it only for revenge Father

Do you not wish your daughter

to live in peace, love and glory?

Drupad held Draupadi close to his heart

in emotion choked voice he said:

My sweet child, do you think I'll

give you away to some mendicant,

be assured my love you'll have

the best Prince of this great country.

Time Flies

 

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My dreams never relate to future

events of fear, defeat, dejection

take shape diabolically self negating

to make me cry at odd hours of night.

 

My childhood run recedes

my present worries tease me

my youth stands aslant 

blocking my dreams

which still  burn on pyres

of overwilled passion

now in sacrificial flame.

 

My waking reveries are a timepass

my dawn passes, noon too vanishes

the past pushes me through the routine

to get dream time where my past

is the actor director in a strange role.


Sabita Sahu

Sunday, 23 May 2021

DRAUPADI - XXI

  

Prafulla Kumar Mohanty's 

DRAUPADI - XXI


Alpana entered, a big smile

brightening her face, her beaming voice

almost crooned, now our Princess

will be her winner hero's queen!

But in some other kingdom, who knows

near or far, on the banks of a river

or in some lion infested jungle?

 

You silly woman, don't you have work,

Draupadi frowned in mock anger,

what work Princess, is there anything

more important, more glamorous and pleasant

than your marriage for me or anyone else

come and see Kampilya is decorated

a bride, a paragon of grace and majesty

to be ravished by a hero's exploits

see the arches of welcome, the domes

of pride and glory, obelisks of royalty

piercing the star studded canopy of the sky,

pillars of filigree fine delight the eyes

Pitchers of gold and ivory sit on them

like decorated breasts of aerial sylphs.

 

Stop I say, I know Father has poured

all gems of the palace  emptying the treasure

to show off, to showcase his splendour

but none thinks of me, poor me must

wait and see and obey  in deep silence

some unknown King or Prince, the lucky

winner of the wager, will be  a hero

and I have to garland him to become

just another prize for his Harem -

No Princess, why do you speak like this

you deserve  Indra from heaven

and we are confident  you will get the

young handsome, heroic, brave and rich

our Draupadi will hold the reins

the entire Aryabarta will obey

what our Princess commands in whispers.

 

Short Is Long Enough


If I were immortal

no hunger, no work.

no searching for things

but if life of Tithonous

is the fate of immortality

I would have none of it.

 

Life is short

and shorter is youth

but how to make the limited span

long enough for mortality?

Oh, I have found the key

to open my moments as the sky

opens to hold all luminosities.

 

Short is longer when the kissing

moments transcend all missing realities

love stamps its authority on each

passing moment making them

dynamic and endless.

My key will turn all locked up

feelings to raise hymns to heaven.


Sabita Sahu

 

 

 


Sunday, 16 May 2021

Are You In your Sense, God!

 


When I bow down you don't see

when I shout the mantras you go deaf

I don't know your cell number

It must be zero but I have never tried.

 

How can I tell my woes

my body aches, my son's insolence

my husband's night shocks and my

neighbour's dog waking me all night?

 

All your temples are shut

the masked priests don't chant

the real mantras, they mutter and turn

in fear of everything you have released

on man and his small world.

 

If you are not deaf and blind

see me, listen to me and come down

my world is off the track, my mind

moves like your chakra bleeding

my innards and never stops.


Sabita Sahu

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